Date: Wed, 14 May 2008 19:36:28 -0400
From: beccaison
To: oneangelgate@hotmail.com "The Loss Of A Puppy..."
Subject: My Poor Maxwell
Hi Terry,
I have the most awful news ever that I wanted to share with you. Yesterday, I was getting ready to leave the house and told Maxwell to go to his bedroom for a moment, Of course he didn't want to go as he was to happy that I was home from work so I let him go outside thinking I was going to be right behind him and that I would just take him with me. I forgot something and went to go for it and when I turned around saw that he was playing with my outside dog in the road. A truck came and instantly took his life.
I just want to tell you what a wonderful job you did raising my little Maxwell. He was such a good boy . . . a perfect boy that could never be replaced. I know that you give your puppies the most wonderful care before finding them their new home. That was so evident in Maxwell and everything that went into caring for him such as his eating habits, bathing him, etc... It was all so easy and so enjoyable. I am so heartbroken without him here, following me wherever I go, peeping under the closed bedroom door waiting for me to come out, napping with me, letting me cradle him like a baby, watching his "feather-duster" tail sweep the kitchen floor, watching him get excited when I acted like I was going to catch him, him having to sit in my lap while I worked on the computer and so so much more. Last night, It took me quite sometime before I could even allow him to be buried. I just wanted to spend more time with him. He really was my baby. While the pain is excruciating now, the joy he brought to me will never be forgotten and that is much in part to the start you provided him with. I've been meaning to tell you that for sometime now as it was clear to see that no one had a sweetie like me. And now that this happened I just felt like I needed to tell his Mama Terry.
I simply am devastated with the loss of Maxwell and am so let down in myself as well for allowing this to happen. I do want to thank you though for allowing me to be in his life. I love him so dearly and will forever miss his presence.
Sincerely,
Becca
From: Terry Cross (oneangelgate@hotmail.com)
Sent: Wed 5/14/08 9:19 PM
To: Becca Ison (beccaison@)
Oh, Becca, you poor poor dear,,, oh, I am so completely & wretchedly sorry for you,,, I cried reading your email,,, there is nothing that will help,,, but I too have lost the dearest of dogs,,, and it stops your world for some time,,, there is no other way to describe it... I lost my Joey,,,, many years ago,,, I had just had a miscarriage,,, and was in a terrible state at the time,,, Joey was like my child, tiny precious, my dearest little companion... He died terribly as I watched, on the way to the emergency clinic,,, Becca,,, I know the Lord allows things, but I didn't think I could bear the loss of that little dog,,, I needed him so very much at that sad empty time in my life... I still don't understand why, but we just have to trust and go on don't we??? I can tell you that there will be another dog for you,,, though it might seem impossible to believe now,,, but I have had several wonderful little friends since I lost my Joey,,, I have "Miss Marple" now, or Agatha,,, she is a joy & fills my days with laughter... Let me know when you are ready dearheart,,, don't blame yourself,,, he was loved, & had a happy life to the end,,, things just happen,,, we cannot know why,,, I will pray for you that He will bring comfort,,, you know, only by being broken are we of any real consolation to those who are in pain...
God bless,,,
terry